7 March 2026

Departure, separation, weakens love, creates doubt. I need you right here right now. Love transcends time and space. For me, separation is caused by other people in the world. But then I think that is natural for a blue-type personality. I am tired of being abused by other people and of abusing other people. We are never tired. When I hurt other people I hurt you and that hurts me. My weakness has become other people. I find it hard to reconcile love and other people. So to get things done in this world you have to code a red-type, put the right things in their head, and set them loose. But the right things to put in their head are found with blue-types. Red-types like to fight and get their way. My mom is a red-type. So are my older and younger brothers. Surrounded by psychopaths! No, red-types are not psychopaths. That's the book that introduced me to the DISC personality types. It has been very helpful to me so far. It helps me understand to a better extent that other people are different to me and how they are different to me. If I go to all this effort to learn how to better deal with other people, it would be nice if you could return the favour.